Post Uni thoughts!

I still can’t get used to the fact that I’ve finished my dissertation and have “mental freedom”… it sounds so silly. And I’m technically still a student! (won’t be fully finished until I receive my Bachelor certificate… )  And I know Tony will say “pfft, what freedom”, seeing that I still have the pressure of finding a full-time, permanent job, which is a pain! -__-

But think about it, just two months ago, when I’d be watching TV I still had my dissertation on the back of my mind. Worrying. Feeling guilty that I’m enjoying myself rather than working…. and that was in addition to trying to apply for jobs! But now… I need to apply still, yes, but the rest of the time I can actually do whatever I want and not feel guilty about it! It’s crazy how much you can actually enjoy things, when you don’t have to worry about Uni!! =D

I have loads of friends who are into games. And some actually blog about it and now they have gone into the gaming industry. I was always really impressed at how they managed to balance playing games, blogging about it and at the same time attend Uni full time! I always struggled with just balancing games and Uni!
Now, I can finally enjoy games! There are so many games that I want to play! I think the first one will be Final Fantasy XIII! I know that a lot of people really disliked it! (Including Tony, who is an absolute fan of Final Fantasy and has played almost all of them!) BUT I really like the storyline and I hate starting something and not finishing it! It’ll haunt me forever otherwise! Also, it’s a good introduction I suppose to Final Fantasy XIV… I know Tony will highly disagree with me! And I know that the game play and everything is completely different… but I suppose I just want to have finished at least one of the FF games before I start playing the MMO for it!

In my shame I must admit, until Portal 2 came out, I did not realise that there was a storyline to Portal! I thought it’s just a really, really good riddle game! Since I’ve found out, I really need to finally finish Portal as well so I can go on with Portal 2 (I refuse to go on playing Portal 2 until I’ve finished the 1st one! lol )

I could write a huuuuge list of tons of games that I want to and need to finish, but let’s keep it at this for now! I’m off to play some FF XIII now I think! ^^