So, after my 2nd attempt… 4 months ago… I still didn’t manage to write in my blog as often as I wanted to. or at all.
It’s weird how after I started my new job, I was happy to have my job – and I still am, don’t get me wrong – but it just feels like it was sucking all my energy. In the past 6-7 months, my life had come to a stop and it was only work. Which is really, really sad if you think about it. I got engaged and decided to buy a house in the last 7 months.
I suppose that’s why you shouldn’t do all these 3 things (starting a new job, getting engaged and buying a house) all in such a short amount of time. But I did. And that’s why I haven’t really spent enough time enjoying each as much as I should have maybe. That’s why I am grateful that I will get to enjoy my engagement until 2015. And I had enough time enjoying my new job as my “new” job. Now it’s my job. I still like it. I still enjoy what I do. It’s just not new anymore (which is not necessarily a bad thing lol)
I will have to give myself room to enjoy the new house now. It’ll be good. 🙂 I won’t talk about it, post pictures or anything, as I don’t want to jinx it! It still doesn’t feel real to me. I still feel like I will get a letter or a call any minute that will say that we can’t have the house. I’d rather have this feeling and be surprised in a good way and be in the house all of a sudden and be able to call it my own, then to be really excited about it, just to experience disappointment at the end.
So, maybe, this time – 3rd time round – I can actually be good and manage my time better and not be so lazy. 🙂
TinyWears 